There are many excellent books devoted to the “how-to’s” of  boat building. I have copies of books by Phil Bolger, whose chatty  self-deprecating style fired my early enthusiasm for building, and I dutifully  ordered a copy of Dynamite Payson’s treatise on instant boat building once I  decided to take the plunge. Along with the requisite subscription to Wooden Boat magazine and regular visits  to Duckworks, I considered myself  well prepared for the task of building a boat when I started working on my  Stevenson Pocket Cruiser last March.             
              But despite my research and reading I quickly discovered  that still didn’t know what it was really like to build a boat. While the books  helped me understand, in broad strokes, how boats are constructed and  introduced me to some key vocabulary, even the most detailed publications  failed to convey the unique and—for me—vaguely disorienting experience of boat  building.  
              
                
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                  Despite my research and reading I quickly discovered  that still didn’t know what it was really like to build a boat. | 
                 
               
              I arrived at boat building with little experience as a  sailor, but I did bring some limited skills as a woodworker and carpenter. I  assumed that my familiarity with planes, circular saws, and c-clamps would  prepare me for the task of banging together a small plywood sailboat. It’s all  measuring and cutting, right? 
              Well, not exactly. Although woodworkers and boat builders  both make sawdust, there are some important differences. Simple woodworking  projects—the kind I usually undertake--are more like connect-the-dot exercises.  Pieces can be precut and, if measurements are precise and the cutting true,  parts for, say, a bookcase or shed come together with satisfying precision.  
              In contrast, I am quickly learning that boat building defies  predictability. It is more of an art than a science, guided by eye and  intuition as much as it is guided by tape measures and plans.  
              Most boats feature long curves and odd angles. As a result,  small variations inevitably creep in while lofting, cutting, and assembling.  This means that angles must be tweaked and pieces cut to fit at nearly every  step. If the plans tell you to cut a deck fourteen feet long, but your boat  needs a deck that is fourteen feet plus one inch, don’t panic and assume that  you’ve made a terrible mistake (as I did). Believe experienced builders who tell  you to simply add the inch and move on.  
              To their  credit, Pete and Mike Stevenson, my boat’s designers, anticipated this concern  and try to prepare first time builders for these alarming discrepancies in  their introductory remarks about the boat building process: 
              “One  thing we always tell beginner builders (that veterans learn the hard way) is  that when you’re working from raw materials, things just don’t automatically  fall together. Small variations sometimes add up on you rather than canceling  each other out, and farther along in construction it’s better to recheck the  dimensions on the actual boat against those in the plans, sizing the later  parts to the parts already assembled rather than just following the dimensions  in the plans.”  
              But it was a hard lesson to learn. When  I first decided to build a boat, I promised myself that I would work with great  care. Each cut would be exact, every measurement precise. I believed that if I  simply read the instructions and followed each step to the letter the boat  would fall together like a giant jigsaw puzzle. Every seam would line up; every  angle would meet and match. It would be an exercise in Zen-like deliberateness:  Chop wood, carry water, build a boat. Other people may make mistakes, but I’ll  get it right the first time. 
              
                
                  | It didn’t take long for fantasies  of perfection to evaporate. Despite my care with measuring and cutting, joints  gapped, angles were slightly off, and boards were either a quarter inch too  long or too short. | 
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              It didn’t take long for fantasies  of perfection to evaporate. Despite my care with measuring and cutting, joints  gapped, angles were slightly off, and boards were either a quarter inch too  long or too short. I started to approach each new cut with a sense of dread,  consumed by a fear that I was making a hash of the whole project. Every time my  measurements deviated from the plans, I wondered if I had made a fatal flaw.  After the first month, I was sure my boat would look like a mess and go down as  fast as a torpedoed Lusitania. 
              Worse yet, I panicked every time I couldn’t understand  the instructions or clearly interpret the diagrams. The Stevenson’s provide  clear and user-friendly instructions, but they can’t anticipate every question  and not every step is discussed in detail. It was like someone turned out the  lights every time I encountered a missing measurement or vague statement. 
              My worries reached a crisis stage when, after leading me  by the hand through lofting and initial cuts, I could not, for the life of me,  figure out how I was supposed to attach the deck to the top of the boat’s stem.  The instructions simply told me to lift the deck in place and screw it down.  But I knew that it was slightly more complicated than that. I clearly needed to  prepare the stem in some way—it was too high and at the wrong angle—but I  refused to act on my own.  
              I sent out a call to other Pocket Cruiser builders  asking for help and heard back from several who recognized my confusion and  offered helpful advice. But I also had a small epiphany when I realized that  each person had solved the problem in a slightly different way—one cut a notch  in the top of the stem, another used a simple butt joint, and so on. Yet each  ended up with a solid, functional sailboat. Hmm, I said to myself, maybe  there’s more than one way to build a boat. Maybe small differences don’t  matter. Maybe my “mistakes” and alterations are just part of the process. 
              More experienced builders intuitively embrace this  philosophy. Indeed some of my boat building acquaintances are constitutionally  incapable of following plans and reject conformity outright. Tom Hoffman, who  identifies himself as a “landlocked sailor in Iowa,”  told me that he started with plans for a 17-foot Whitehall from Glen-L—which, by the time he  was done, somehow ended up three feet longer. “So you see, I deviated quite a bit,” Tom wrote.   
              “I just thought it  was part of the process.  I never have been able to follow directions  worth a hoot any way.  The idea of taking Tab A and inserting into Slot B  to get product C has never been in my vocabulary.  Can't force myself to  do it if my life depended on it.  
                I am constantly  looking for a different (better) way.  Sometimes I find it, sometimes  not.” 
              I wish I had his confidence. Maybe I will after I finish  another boat or two. But I am at least beginning to realize that boat building need  not be—cannot be—a simple process of cutting and assembling. It’s more like  jazz –open to interpretation and improvisation or, at least, small variation.  Work with what you have. 
              
                
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                  Boat building need  not be a simple process of cutting and assembling. It’s more like  jazz –open to interpretation and improvisation | 
                 
               
              I found  a small window into the unique culture of boatbuilding when I read The Saga of Cimba, which recounts author  Richard Maury’s journey from Nova    Scotia to the South Pacific on a 26-foot schooner in  1933. Maury didn’t dwell on his boat’s origins, but in the opening pages he did  describe how a boat builder had constructed the Cimba “without so much as drawing a line on paper, or even  whittling a model for a pattern. He had merely tacked together eight moulds, or  life-sized cross sections, gauging them by eye, before immediately starting to  build.”  
              My boat  is more rudimentary than Maury’s traditional schooner, but there is a lesson  here for me. Success does not result from microscopic analysis of the  designer’s diagrams and instructions, but from a better appreciation of the big  picture—and more faith in my own ability to solve problems.  
              I’m  watching my building process evolve. After just four months of work, I find  myself spending more time looking at the boat, and less time staring a the  plans. I try to think ahead and anticipate the implications of each cut. I dry  fit parts and give myself some wiggle room when cutting, knowing that I can  trim a deck that is too long or knock an inch off the keel once everything fits.   And I am trying not to worry about tiny gaps  and other small discrepancies. As someone told me recently, “that’s what epoxy  is for.”  
              It also  helps to take the long view. 
              “In the long run we have to bear in mind that  the water usually doesn’t care or even know about small variations,” the  Stevenson’s write, “and you’ll soon forget all those nagging little  discrepancies once the boat is shooting through the waves.” I’m sure they’re  right and I almost believe them. 
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